Blog Sat 26 November 2005

Sharif bothers me in my spirit as I am uncertain what to do and his
unpredictability un-nerves me and does not do my Christian walk any good
either. There are several issues; firstly the practical pressing issue of
getting a job. Secondly in prayer I sense the right thing to do is to extend
a hand towards Sharif especially during this time of study and I T job
seeking. Thirdly getting the balance right between study and time helping.
Fourthly and this is probably the key issue I need to plan my day ahead
around The Lord as well as my family so I need to get some practical
communication going whereby I can fruitfully use my time. I feel like I want
to help but he's so used to getting none he's got to go it alone. I cannot
impede that either.